*sigh*
The fight in my brain continues daily as I am still unsure if I should go back to college, even though it makes me incredibly miserable. I have this horrifying feeling that I'm just going to be a loser now and amount to nothing and Mollie will leave me and all I'll be left with is looking forward to working the rest of my life, then dying. Then the other part of me says that's just years of being pumped full of pro-college propaganda talking. No idea which is true, if any. I just wanna be happy, and college is the last place I find happiness.