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Everything Else / Re: Personal Problem Discussion Thread
« on: March 06, 2012, 05:08:20 pm »
my mind is scrambled. i'm not going to make sense entirely, but I thought I explained that it wasnt really a positive quality.

i'm not saying I'm better than other people. I'm saying I'm neurotic about being average.

I don't really mind people who do those things, and mostly I don't think any worse of them for it. those where the things I dont want to do because your not supposed to.

its the reason I spent two days locked out of my room at college, because I lost my key and your not supposed to lose your key so I shouldnt need to ask for a replacement cause that would bother someone. thats what I mean by perfectionist: never do anything incorrectly and if you do everything is ruined forever.

 What I hate is nasty decadence and inhumanity and anti-intellectualism and wife-beaters.

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Everything Else / Re: Personal Problem Discussion Thread
« on: March 06, 2012, 04:08:20 pm »
Well Yes. but i'm not saying that necessarily is a good thing. here me out.

I'm an obsesive perfectionist who can't allow myself to do anything wrong, ask for help, or anything that deviates from what a good boy is supposed to do, because I wan't to be a normal person with normal things.

 I never did drugs, drink, party, random sex, any of those ugly vices. I don't want to be famous and I don't care about getting rich. I did my schoolwork, I got a job, I saved money, and I tried to avoid bothering people (to the point that I prefer the isolation), and now I can't function right for some reason. I did the things your supposed to do and it didn't work.

 I'm saying i'm a square. i'm boring, and I don't want to be. But I also don't want to be one of the disgusting people, so I describe it as being a possitive quality in a way. its basicaly my defining trait that I never did and never wanted to do anything unexpected. I hate immaturity and dirtiness. so I hate a lot of people.

But I just feel silly complaining about my problems because they aren't real and so many other people have much bigger problems than I do. after all, i'm a well behaved educated middle class beatiful man. Gotta keep things in perspective and all that. So me writing this makes me really pissed off at myself.



also, GD, where you being passive aggresive there? Because I don't hate you, i'm just sort of afraid of you.

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Everything Else / Re: Personal Problem Discussion Thread
« on: March 06, 2012, 12:45:59 pm »
I don't want to  of sound presumptuous, but I think I'm getting something from what your saying and I feel I could give some impute. But you were mean to me, so I won't.



here's my problem.

hell, I was the good kid. I tried did everything right and never broke any of the rules. Integrity and all that, being a kind and reasonable person. basic human decency and doing everything I'm supposed to and it will work out.

 It doesn't work, But still, I feel I can't complain, because overall things are pretty good for me and I don't have anything to complain about, and that upsets me more. I guess it's because of my moderately sever mental defect. I'm not sure I believe in it, but I guess after three diagnosis' I must have something.

this is why I hate So many people. especially teenagers. they have clean minds but they waste them. I'm one of the ones that rises above it all, but I still can't win because of my broken brain that I don't even believe in. And I also feel I can't complain about it, because I want to be a good person.

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Everything Else / Re: Personal Problem Discussion Thread
« on: February 26, 2012, 07:24:33 pm »
I'm always angry, i'm constantly lying to myself, and I hate just about everything. Now what?

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Storytelling and Roleplaying / Re: Nations
« on: February 09, 2012, 02:24:08 pm »
Lame. I didn't even get a chance to play.

Weirdly, I kinda expected this to happen. Anything I join gets cancelled two weeks later.

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Seriously, what... are you?

You've made some real posts and reacted to people, which would imply your human. And yet, at other times you exhibit dangerously similar to that of a spambot.

Skynet?

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Everything Else / Re: Personal Problem Discussion Thread
« on: February 05, 2012, 12:30:01 pm »
Either way, having a degree can't hurt. If you have a degree, you basically automaticaly move higher in the application pile than those who don't.

I've never understood the thing about steparents hating their stepchildren. I have a stepsister on my father's side and another on my mother's side, and they are respected and cared for by both my parents (and their other parent i'm sure).

hmm. Now I Feel like calling my family.

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Everything Else / Re: Personal Problem Discussion Thread
« on: February 05, 2012, 09:44:23 am »
how useless I am because me at college is a waste of my mothers money because computers are going to be gone soon
What.

So he's a blue collar Luddite (homophobe?) who hates you for no reason.
Yea, F*** this guy. I'd say you made the right choice.

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Forum Games / Re: The Avatar Above Me
« on: January 27, 2012, 06:44:10 am »
3/10

smiley... eh

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Storytelling and Roleplaying / Re: Oregon Trail
« on: January 21, 2012, 05:26:59 pm »
I'm in the Willamette Valley right now.

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Forum Games / Re: The Avatar Above Me
« on: December 31, 2011, 01:12:12 am »
8/10

My favorite pony, so automatic bonus there. But like...what.

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Everything Else / Re: The Museum of Spam
« on: December 28, 2011, 12:37:30 am »
Man, they just keep getting dumber and dumber, don't they?

Yea, i've noticed they have been even less coherent of late.

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I think you missed his point. Nobody is here, so nobody will join.

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Storytelling and Roleplaying / Re: The Super-Heroic Narrative Decision Game
« on: December 12, 2011, 01:19:25 am »
Cast some kind of signature move, and because your kind of a tool, call it H20mega

Instead of breaking the swordcane or the server farm, break everything

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Forum Games / Re: Name that Animal
« on: December 03, 2011, 10:38:41 pm »
It's turned into a photoshop contest, but instead of making the picture better, the idea is to make it impossible to tell whats in it.

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