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Art / Re: Daily Drawing - October 2017
« on: October 10, 2017, 11:38:48 am »
Nice to see someone is still drawing.

Not me. Capitalism has killed my soul.

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Everything Else / Re: Dreams
« on: October 10, 2017, 11:38:10 am »
Last night I dreamt that I spoke with my dad. I told him that we all thought he were going to die but I'm so glad he's still alive.

Weird. It seemed so obvious in the dream that of course you're still alive, it was a mistake to think you had died.


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Everything Else / Re: The off-topic Topic
« on: October 10, 2017, 11:26:27 am »
My friend gave me some shrooms and I realised that people form their idea of me based on a few short exchanges. No one knows what my life is actually like. They just know what I was like the few times they talked to me.

Just came to mind that people probably base their opinions of me on stuff that are completely meaningless to me, but it may be the only thing they remember about me since they were around at that time. But for me, tons of stuff has happened since then. Something that seems to me to have been ages ago may be the most recent memory about me to someone.

Weird.

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Everything Else / Re: The off-topic Topic
« on: September 16, 2017, 02:23:36 pm »
Let's not leave for Reddit, reddit sucks. Now where's the Discord channel?

I miss our IRC chats.

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Everything Else / Re: The off-topic Topic
« on: September 16, 2017, 11:25:57 am »

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Everything Else / Re: The off-topic Topic
« on: September 16, 2017, 11:22:38 am »
How come no one has told me about this secret discord channel.

Is it only for the POPULAR kids?

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Everything Else / Re: News for your Blues
« on: September 11, 2017, 06:36:48 pm »
Well he was here on Sunday and also added me as a Steam friend. In fact he was last seen on Steam 29 minutes ago.

Isn't hurricane Jose also headed to the US?

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Everything Else / Re: The off-topic Topic
« on: September 10, 2017, 02:09:08 pm »
Yeah but when it comes to any substantial discussion, reddit is just the worst place. People will just downvote anything they disagree with, no matter how good your argument. And upvote all your mindless puns. That's no way to have an actual discussion.

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Everything Else / Re: The off-topic Topic
« on: September 10, 2017, 10:15:14 am »
I wish I had never found reddit. That place has the worst human beings on the internet.

But what else am I going to do with my time now???

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Everything Else / Re: Personal Problem Discussion Thread
« on: August 10, 2017, 12:41:21 am »
Thanks Yokto :)

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Everything Else / Re: Dreams
« on: August 07, 2017, 08:12:10 am »
I bet it would be sad if my mother died. My father was kind of a ****, so I didn't mourn him much. After he died I was on the train on my way back home. I closed my eyes and had a short dream that he woke up after all. Then I cried a little because I realised I wanted him to live. But I hardly cried after that. His lungs were destroyed, so even if he had survived, it wouldn't have been a good life. When he was in the hospital he could hardly breathe and he was terrified and in pain. No need to prolong his misery.

He was 62 and he had been retired due to health reasons for my entire life. For about ten years he was an alcoholic. After he sobered up, he always yelled at me.

There was really no purpose to his life anymore. The last time I saw him before he went into the hospital, he already had trouble breathing and there was hardly any life in his eyes. When he was in the hospital he was so scared he hardly looked like himself.

It was his time.

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Everything Else / Re: Dreams
« on: August 06, 2017, 01:44:42 am »
Two years ago.

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Everything Else / Re: Personal Problem Discussion Thread
« on: August 05, 2017, 10:10:16 am »
Huh, it's kinda interesting to read what kinda problems I had in March. I was all stressed out about getting a job.

Now I have one and I am just slowly dying inside. I mean, I keep obsessing over the scars on my face. Wahh wahh wahh, I am too ugly for anyone to love me or even me to love myself. Wahh wahh wahh.

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Everything Else / Re: Dreams
« on: August 05, 2017, 10:06:48 am »
The first time I dreamt of my father after his death I said in the dream "And it's great that even father is here, although he is dead!" In the dream he was alive but I knew he was supposed to be dead. Nowadays when I dream of him I sometimes dream that he has just been hiding all this time. Or that he was in a hospital or in a coma or was even supposed to be dead, but suddenly doctors started seeing signs of life.

Dreaming is nice, though. It makes me forget my ****ty life.

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Art / Re: Must Write Bad Poetry
« on: July 19, 2017, 06:56:50 am »
These scars
Never fade
The shame

I made a mistake
But I thought mistakes
Were meant to be made

A mark
Of shame

Conceal
Every day

Shame

Remind you
Every day

Shame

Marked with
Shame

Some things
You can forget

But some things stay
Every day

Shame

Shame

Conceal
Every day

The scars
The
Shame

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